BOTANICAL GARDEN | RITA MOOKERJEE
for Christina
Spending eternity in anything
is a big decision and I don’t belong in a wooden box
or a modest urn. I want a deathbed that is alien in its shape
obscene in its beauty, opulent and libertine
so I fold myself up inside of a tiger orchid
fall prey to her tendrils, her pulse
then I twist into a sprig of lavender
a willful seduction: its downy buds murmuring their promise of sleep.
I hang like a fruit bat within wisteria
sorrowful plumes creep down my back and into my hair
I'll tuck myself away in many
flowers: lady's slipper, labyrinth of peony
buttery womb of a daffodil.
I can be nectar and petal and stamen and pollen.
At night, I rest in the mouth of a snapdragon
its velvety locked jaw
lost in the botanical garden
the way I wanted to be.
Cover image by Tyler Brewington: closeup of mineral deposit in Lava Hot Springs, Idaho.